nerd teacher [books] rated Chi's Sweet Home, Vol. 1: 4 stars

Chi's Sweet Home, Vol. 1 by Konami Kanata (Chi's Sweet Home, #1)
Chi is a michievous newborn kitten who, while on a leisurely stroll with her family, finds herself lost. Seperated from …
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Chi is a michievous newborn kitten who, while on a leisurely stroll with her family, finds herself lost. Seperated from …
It's rare that I find books that really deal with grief and actually engage with how people might process it. I also like that it shifts between perspectives of characters who are dealing with the fall-out (grief or guilt) of one event, and I like how things are open-ended enough for you to really consider what the connections are or if there are any.
Also, it's beautifully written. This translation reads so well, though I'm always wondering what I'm losing in translation.
The book is called THE BLAZING WORLD and other writings, but I just finished the short story called "The Contract" first. I don't like how this editor organised these stories.
Which was... more of a stage play and really should've been made as a stage play (not that a dead woman can do that, though). Also kind of boring and not my cup of tea, even for classic literature.
Normally, I try to read the introductions to these editions, but I generally hate them because a lot of the editors that Penguin enjoys getting seem to want to tell you how to think rather than actually just contextualising the novel or writings. This one is annoyingly the same.
Anyway, that's not going to impact my review, but it is a common annoyance that I have had for Penguin Classics for years now.

Emily, Trellis, and Vigo visit Algos Island, where they can access and enter lost memories. They're hoping to uncover the …
I'm really baffled by the throwaway comment that the... head of school? or whatever was a "closeted homosexual." Without there being any connection to this one random dude in Hitchens' life, without knowing if that's true... It reads as a very strange queermisic comment and also as a means of reinforcing "effeminate men are obviously gay." Or maybe there's some other rationale, but it still feels off.
Matsumoto is probably one of my favourite mystery authors, and I really must say that I'm annoyed that they keep referencing him as "Japan's Agatha Christie." This isn't to denigrate either him or Christie; I find them both fun to read (despite the problematic aspects). But it is to say that 'the West' really needs to stop comparing people who only really seem to share genres and little else, and we definitely need to stop erasing their names to insert the name of someone from 'the West'. (Also, having read both Matsumoto and Christie, I can say that they aren't... really similar unless you only look at a small sliver of her work while ignoring the broad structure of Matsumoto's. So it's a fundamental misunderstanding of both by marketing teams.)
ANYWAY, that aside, I love this kind of 'mystery' that actually is much more of a thriller, and that is …
Matsumoto is probably one of my favourite mystery authors, and I really must say that I'm annoyed that they keep referencing him as "Japan's Agatha Christie." This isn't to denigrate either him or Christie; I find them both fun to read (despite the problematic aspects). But it is to say that 'the West' really needs to stop comparing people who only really seem to share genres and little else, and we definitely need to stop erasing their names to insert the name of someone from 'the West'. (Also, having read both Matsumoto and Christie, I can say that they aren't... really similar unless you only look at a small sliver of her work while ignoring the broad structure of Matsumoto's. So it's a fundamental misunderstanding of both by marketing teams.)
ANYWAY, that aside, I love this kind of 'mystery' that actually is much more of a thriller, and that is kind of what Matsumoto does best. He did it with Suspicion, and he did it here as well. Instead of solving the mystery, you're watching the mystery develop. And you're never quite sure when it'll happen or how it'll happen until it does, and I find that refreshing.
Though this book was quite obvious to me, it does feel like something that needs to be said more often. Compulsory sexuality (and even more so, compulsory heterosexuality) takes up so much space in our lives that it causes a lot of us to feel broken for far longer than we ought to (which we shouldn't feel in the first place).
It did feel nice to finally read people having the same thoughts as me: That eating cake is better than sex, that there are so many things I'd rather do than have sex... And just people who had similar thoughts when growing up and didn't know what to do with it. In some regards, I feel seen. In others, this feels distinctly bougie (which the author acknowledges).
Overwhelmingly, I don't want to comment too much on what was written. It's an interesting memoir that I think speaks largely for itself. There's a lot of areas where I wish more analysis took place and less apologetics for their behaviours. (For example: Yes, I do agree and believe that the intelligence agencies of the State were fucking with people to cause problems, but I also think that if those people didn't have certain views of their roles and of how things should be structured... some of it would've worked less well—I also highlight this because it makes it easy for things that should be cause for concern to go overlooked because people will claim they're being whatever-jacketed when they really aren't.)
The only thing I want to really say is that I think one of the areas that I found a lot of new information was with regards to the treatment of student workers and internships. I have always understood the intricate links between industry and schools, but I was surprised by the kinds of coercion being utilised by regional governments, the CCP, and Foxconn against vocational students. I'm not surprised by this, but it definitely was a lot of new information.
Overall, I think it's a pretty good overlook at the ways that a lot of our global companies work. Not a happy read, but it's definitely informative.

Navin and his classmates journey to Lucien, a city ravaged by war and plagued by mysterious creatures, where they search …
I'm really not a fan of this structure of logic. I don't enjoy reading things that presume you're on the same page as the author without even attempting to ensure you're there. Throughout the introduction and first chapter, there are a lot of assumptions being made (e.g., that you only know one history of pacifism, that you only know one history of nonviolence within movements). It also requires that you share a vocabulary or understanding of vocabulary (and he chickens out of even attempting to define things because that would apparently be antithetical to the book).
And really, I should be in the desired audience for this kind of text, but it requires that I ignore a lot of my knowledge of how movements work in order to buy-in to what he's trying to say.
I'm also not a fan of neglecting things (e.g., the diversity of tactics) to then …
I'm really not a fan of this structure of logic. I don't enjoy reading things that presume you're on the same page as the author without even attempting to ensure you're there. Throughout the introduction and first chapter, there are a lot of assumptions being made (e.g., that you only know one history of pacifism, that you only know one history of nonviolence within movements). It also requires that you share a vocabulary or understanding of vocabulary (and he chickens out of even attempting to define things because that would apparently be antithetical to the book).
And really, I should be in the desired audience for this kind of text, but it requires that I ignore a lot of my knowledge of how movements work in order to buy-in to what he's trying to say.
I'm also not a fan of neglecting things (e.g., the diversity of tactics) to then throw them in at the very end (of the first chapter), like that's been the point the whole time. It hasn't been. He has exclusively focused on uprisings and 'violent' responses to varying events. He's even been using the same whitewashed understanding of history as his background in a lot of cases, despite what sources he's reading state.
Despite including how leaders of varying movements (or people who saw themselves as leaders of those movements) sabotaged their followers and the related movements, regardless of whether or not they were purely focused on nonviolence or engaged in a diversity of tactics, he ignores the analysis that can come from it repeatedly. It's weird that he'll say it, but then he sidesteps it to focus again on utilising violent tactics.
He rarely stops to consider the way that nonviolent actions have been part and parcel of all movements, like mutual care, mutual support, and all the carework going on behind the scenes. Even when he mentions that there's support behind the scenes, he immediately walks away from it.
There's also this weird bit where a good chunk is "summarised" (his words) from Ward Churchill's essay. The whole first chapter feels exactly like a rehashing of Churchill's essay, which I think was done better (even though I still don't really like it and have a lot of questions). He elaborates... somewhat on things, but that seems to be one of the things he focuses on. It's also weird that, when discussing the Holocaust, he almost exclusively references (or probably "summarises") one book by Yehuda Bauer (who is a Zionist historian). I would expect him to actually engage with a wider range in order to fully contextualise Bauer, since even the books of his that I could find made me go check in on his history around Zionism and perspectives on Gaza (which weren't... good). It's like he read this one book and refused to engage beyond it.
I also have been reading both the original version and the 2018 re-release side-by-side. I don't understand the re-release for so many reasons. In terms of aesthetics and clarity, I don't understand why he reorganised the entire first chapter because the flow was better in the original between the topics. I don't understand why he smashed multiple paragraphs into one, and I don't get why he just rephrased sentences to start them with "and" or "but" when they were fine before. It's weird that he doesn't even try to update some information (such as how there is a part that confidently states that a cell linked to al-Qaeda was responsible for the 2004 train bombings in Madrid, which even the Spanish courts have said has no evidence since 2007; this is something that, since he was obviously updating the text, he could've added as either a parenthetical or a footnote at the very least). There are instances of changing spellings of names that I don't understand, with a very amusing one being a negative footnote about Colman McCarthy where he spells his name wrong (despite spelling it right in the original).
I'll finish it (one day), but I don't like it thus far. I don't see why it continues to be referred, if I'm honest; it decontextualises a lot, it misrepresents a lot, and it so far doesn't engage at all with the behind the scenes work that would be seen as people "engaging in nonviolence."
Despite the title of the book, there is very little that is actually about abolishing anything; you cannot abolish anything by reforming or restructuring it, even if you think your proposals are radical (when they aren't). Seriously, phrases like "radical reform" and "radical restructuring of existing institutions" are nestled within a text that serves mostly as memoir and then as a vague call-to-action that feels anything other than radical. At best, it sounds (as the other words imply) reformist and feels as if it doesn't want to grapple with aspects of other assumptions it makes.
I don't want to really critique the first nine chapters, as those are her own experiences of working within the tech industry that show how fully it consumed her being and how hard it has been to kick some of that thinking. However, I will say that, while I don't need graphic details of someone's …
Despite the title of the book, there is very little that is actually about abolishing anything; you cannot abolish anything by reforming or restructuring it, even if you think your proposals are radical (when they aren't). Seriously, phrases like "radical reform" and "radical restructuring of existing institutions" are nestled within a text that serves mostly as memoir and then as a vague call-to-action that feels anything other than radical. At best, it sounds (as the other words imply) reformist and feels as if it doesn't want to grapple with aspects of other assumptions it makes.
I don't want to really critique the first nine chapters, as those are her own experiences of working within the tech industry that show how fully it consumed her being and how hard it has been to kick some of that thinking. However, I will say that, while I don't need graphic details of someone's life, parts of it feel like the perpetual trick of sticking to what is true on the surface while skimming over the deeper reality of what happened. There are a lot of moments where it's hard not to recognise the severely middle-class life that helped support and enable this kind of thought. (And I do actually like that she admits that the chances of her having had this kind of epiphany would've been less likely had her startup been successful, though I do wish she would've reflected on that a bit more than she did because that is a very necessary perspective to flesh out and examine.)
It's in the final three chapters that any real analysis of Silicon Valley (and its cousins in other geographies), along with capitalism, takes place; this is the only place where we engage with any of her actual critique on everything she's witnessed, experienced, thought, or felt. The tenth chapter is a sort of reflection on the state of things, the eleventh represents a call to action, and the twelfth is the epilogue that attempts to leave you with some degree of hope for what can be.
I'm sticking primarily with the eleventh, as that is the one that I found the most frustration with. In it, we're given five directions for what we should be doing: reclaiming entrepreneurship, reclaiming work, reclaiming public services, reclaiming intellectual property, and reclaiming culture. Immediately, it felt like a reformist critique of the system that has never engaged with actually radical positions. While I don't think people must be anarchists or socialists, I do think that more people need to actually engage with the critiques coming out of those spheres and try their best to imagine their potential. They don't have to like them, but they should at least engage with them. It's in these chapters that I can see that, in terms of thought "on the left," she really only has engaged with capitalism-critical statists and Marxists. (The latter isn't inherently bad, but I do think it is severely limiting on possibilities.)
On the surface, I can see how someone in her position would view these as radical ideas, but the solutions within each of the directions she provides come off as quite milquetoast (and I suspect they would've even felt that way had I read this book around the publication date in 2020). They still maintain a lot of assumptions without actually considering potentialities for what can be done. They engage with certain aspects of labour history (the Lucas Plan of 1976, the International Longshore and Warehouse Union's hiring hall model), but they rarely go beyond this.
We get a lot of common (and very old) suggestions from the labour movement: higher minimum wage and raises to keep up with inflation, universal healthcare and unemployment benefits, unions and related support, and elected worker positions on corporate boards. These were things that, though we'll never know if he would've implemented as president, Bernie Sanders even had as part of his platform. These are not radical positions; these are the moderate positions that look radical because of how much worse the world has become. The only thing she adds that isn't often found within a union platform is that migrants need more lenient immigration regimes to protect themselves from employers. (This has often been a platform that some unions have worked against—not all, but there is sufficient history of well-recognised unions fighting against migrants rather than supporting them).
We also get a lot of other ideas that fail to consider their assumptions of how the world works. She suggests that we should turn to non-profits as the model for most companies, but she ignores that non-profits can also be equally as corrupt as their for-profit counterparts. They can engage in union-busting (something which happened three years after this book was published at The Trevor Project, though this isn't at all the first time something of this nature has happened). They weaponise the social good in order to get more work out of their employees for less. We also know that a lot of abuses happen towards employees in non-profits. Shifting models without addressing how those things happen will not help us.
She also suggests worker co-ops, which I'm not inherently against. However, we also still see within them a lot of the same problems that occur elsewhere and have been described just prior. We see the same issues of hierarchy (via varying bigotries), we see the same personalities trying to take over and push people out, and we see people being pushed to do more for less. This isn't an "all co-ops" sort of thing, but there has to be work done to ensure that these abuses don't happen. It's not really the structure of the business that causes most of the problems; it's the structure of society that we need to deal with.
She also suggests that we "create a publicly-owned investment fund whose scope is limited to non-profit ventures." This sort of overlooks the fact that the current system of grants in many places already operates in this manner (though, grants can also be given to private enterprise at the current time). How do we ensure that these investment funds, which I assume utilise the "progressive taxation" she constantly references, actually get spent on socially healthy non-profit ventures? Especially when we consider how our political systems function and who often gains power within their current structures. (There's no questioning about how taxation is done, whether it's successful, who is doing that taxation, or who is choosing how it gets used... but a lot of suggestions for taxing profit and taxing wealth, ignoring that the people she wants to tax are often one and the same as the people regulating or enforcing it.)
She mentions that we should peg the income of CEOs to their lowest paid workers, but this doesn't even ask a basic question (from someone who has a "boundless desire" to question things): Do we even need the C-Suite? What is their actual purpose? She also says we should democratise stock options because that's part of the income package, but that doesn't really engage with whether or not the stock market model of operation is healthy for anyone.
And here's why I think more people need to engage in anarchist and socialist thought: Not once does she take the actual radical positions of any of the things that she describes, which would actually work towards abolishing Silicon Valley. She doesn't include the idea of fighting against and abolishing borders, participating in the anti-work movement, and abolishing institutions that support the current harmful regimes. Also, while there is quite a lot of focus on the workers, it doesn't actually focus on the geographic community of where that work is situated; she has a desire to "create a radically different vision of work," but that vision never once really includes decreasing productivity of all people in the way that the anti-work movement has been putting forward. There are things that are so much more radical that could be our starting points of negotiation, even if we don't get them today. Everything she's put forward has been very moderate and incrementalist.
While discussing 'reclaiming public services', she focuses primarily on investing in better institutions. Not once does she consider where some of the beliefs that she garnered about the world and about technology comes from. There's the perpetual push to better fund primary and secondary education and create tuition-free post-secondary education (while decoupling it from the drivers of fueling readiness for jobs in technology), but there's little recognition for what schools have always been and how schooling has always been a force for social propaganda (whether we acknowledge it or not). Similarly, there's a suggestion of "progressive reclamation of housing" that should also work in tandem with "curtailing the power of landlords," even though it really wouldn't be that difficult of a decision to just... give everyone the house they already live in, immediately removing the need to pay rent to a landlord who serves no purpose other than to remove resources.
'Reclaiming intellectual property' and 'reclaiming culture' are basically the same thing from different directions; I don't know why they were even split apart.
Anyway, for a book that claims a "radical" vision, a lot of this feels it would be really out of step in a bargain. Shouldn't we, at the very least, be demanding more than we'll ever get so that the negotiated position isn't more of the same but with a smile?
First and foremost, I do not like the analogy of things (racism, coercive pacifism) to pathology. I think better analogies for these things will often be found in (fundamentalist) religion and cults, especially when you look at the topics addressed within this text. The analogy is better, and it is less likely to accidentally lend itself to people acting as if they have no responsibility in it. (Granted, I suspect the reason why they opted for pathology was because of the focus on creating a program of therapy that would assist people in being less pacifist. I also don't agree with the focus that Churchill had on utilising 'radical' or 'reality' therapy, and this is because it is a big ask to get therapy to not come with the trappings of the hegemony in which it's situated.)
I also think that, regardless of the time period these essays come from …
First and foremost, I do not like the analogy of things (racism, coercive pacifism) to pathology. I think better analogies for these things will often be found in (fundamentalist) religion and cults, especially when you look at the topics addressed within this text. The analogy is better, and it is less likely to accidentally lend itself to people acting as if they have no responsibility in it. (Granted, I suspect the reason why they opted for pathology was because of the focus on creating a program of therapy that would assist people in being less pacifist. I also don't agree with the focus that Churchill had on utilising 'radical' or 'reality' therapy, and this is because it is a big ask to get therapy to not come with the trappings of the hegemony in which it's situated.)
I also think that, regardless of the time period these essays come from (between 1986 and 2016), there is a real lack of structural critique for hierarchy. It does exist in specific passages, but it often undermines the connection of institutions to how people learn these forms of passivity in the first place. They just continue a common feature that I've noticed in many texts that can criticise the state but not institutions of the state that they perceive to be useful, beneficial, or helpful. This is particularly true for not noticing (or caring to notice) the ways that academia and schools play into teaching a specific narrative around pacifism and nonviolence.
I also think it should be highlighted that "coercive pacifism" or "hegemonic nonviolence" are far better signifiers of what they're talking about and clarifies their position, since they do hold empathy and respect for "devout and principled pacifists." (Terminology choices of the authors, by the way, also made me more cognisant of the Pacifism as Religion/Cult rather than Pacifism as Pathology analogy, which they flip between with ease. I still think the former would've been better.)
Additional random notes: Even when I find aspects compelling, I find edgy men annoying because they often have a tendency to overlook things they deem as Not Very Valuable because they can't see how it fits into the grand scheme. There is a Bob Black call-out footnote in one of the essays that literally sent me down a rabbit hole of adding more information to how appalling he is. I did actually resonate with some outlined events and their discussions of them because we could rewrite those sections in 2026 and have the same issue.
Going down a rabbit hole in order to contextualise things that is definitely going to make me start to feel really out of my own head.
I've read the first three essays and have two more left. I've run into some funny shit (an anti-Bob Black footnote because Bob Black sucks ass and is a terrible person), but I've also run into Churchill doing a "lest I be accused of sexism" without understanding why that charge might hit him. You don't need to pre-empt it if you don't intend to kind of do it, first and foremost; also, the context in which he does also highlights a failure to engage with the off-duty abuses that police inflict. He focuses on how men are more likely to be fatally targeted by police when discussing the official capacity of officers, but he neglects to recognise that men are less likely to be …
Going down a rabbit hole in order to contextualise things that is definitely going to make me start to feel really out of my own head.
I've read the first three essays and have two more left. I've run into some funny shit (an anti-Bob Black footnote because Bob Black sucks ass and is a terrible person), but I've also run into Churchill doing a "lest I be accused of sexism" without understanding why that charge might hit him. You don't need to pre-empt it if you don't intend to kind of do it, first and foremost; also, the context in which he does also highlights a failure to engage with the off-duty abuses that police inflict. He focuses on how men are more likely to be fatally targeted by police when discussing the official capacity of officers, but he neglects to recognise that men are less likely to be harmed when officers are off-duty or under unofficial actions... Or hell, even undercover actions, which receive less scrutiny than uniformed actions.
My issue with this (aside from the overt sexism of the "lest I be accused of being sexist" comment) is that... by adding this information, it only strengthens his point about the police. They abuse people on and off the clock, and the targets of that abuse change depending one the context of where and when they are.