This book made me want to make art and dm my friends and run into the woods to never be seen again and devote myself wholly to something beyond myself and cry and cry and cry. This book understands me better than I understand myself. I don't think I can accurately tell you about this book anymore an ant could describe an entomologist. I don't think I've ever read a book this good before in my life, and I probably won't again for a long time to come. I'm all three characters and nothing else. I can't recommend this book to you or anyone because I'm scared you'll understand it and I'm scared you won't understand it at the same time.